Yep, we all know how much I love AMS and P904.

The reason I was so proud of being a reserve was because although I'm a lousy runner, I was still the next best. If they needed me, I would have run my BEST for ams, because I owe it that much. Any LITTLE thing I can do makes me feel like I'm giving some of it back.

This week, I was chosen to be one of the eight buddies to sec 3 students who listed ams as their interest course for the poly attachment programme. I get along great with people- even if I don't know them, and any kid who loves aviation and/or considers joining ams is a kid I love.

HOWEVER.

My buddy chose ams as her first choice because she followed her FRIEND- someone truly interested in ams and aviation but with lousy grades. So my buddy, who has no interest in aviation GOT THROUGH, and her poor friend DID NOT. Now, I am STUCK with her for one week.

Don't get me wrong. She's a lovely girl. But I'm just really bummed that that she's not into AMS. I was looking forward to an enthusiastic potential freshie. And to top it all off, I'm not being the best buddy I know I can be, because I so stressed up about Maths and TPRawks as it is.

=(